Can I really stray from the path that has been chosen for me?
damn. life really sucks right now. i ready lost a friend. i didn’t get into the school i really wanted no matter how hard i worked. i just made a friend mad at me cause i was too pissed off to say sorry to her. gosh life is really going well. i hope there will be a turning point soon.
you already know who makes you happier. from that night in the car i thought you would’ve realized who you really wanted to be with. but i cant expect you to choose. after all i mean im not exactly the greatest guy in the world. sometimes you make it seem like im never good enough for you. and you’re probably right. i’m not. i’m needy, boring, and most of all usually sad. i mean you tell me he doesnt know you and doesnt try to get to know you. stop making up excuses saying that its also your fault for not trying. i think you’re trying plenty for him. and he doesnt appreciate what he has right in front of him. stop being blinded by this so call love you feel when you are with him. when it really comes down to it. you know who you would be happier with. SO PLEASE. just choose for the sake of both our hearts. thanks